
I have Autism, and the world treats me differently.
If your child has Autism, you know what Iâm talking about. The stares, questioning looks, noses stuck so far in the air youâd think they were preparing for a dental exam, questions, comments, avoidance, accusations, recommendations, and rarely, smiles.
There are a variety of ways others respond to our Autistic children. A persons perceptions are sometimes based on their previous experience with Autism. This can be problematic because every child with Autism is different, they all have varying abilities.
If someone knows a person who has Aspergers (a form of Autism), they may expect another child with Autism to act the same way, trying to fit them in a peg hole. For example, our son, Jeremiah, has nonverbal Autism and has struggled developmentally, he is nothing like a child who is on the other end of spectrum. Some people assume he can talk, or understand directions that arenât in his every day life. They assume we can take Jeremiah to events and heâll stand next to us. It goes on and on.
They donât realize that Jeremiah isnât every other child on the spectrum.
A few of my friends have Autistic children who have more abilities than Jeremiah. In one area, they act very much the same, but in others, vastly different. One friend took her son to a get-together with friends, her son stayed near them and they were able to converse with others. What a strange and utterly impossible idea. For us. What would that be like? We donât know because itâs never happened. Those who donât have a child with Autism or arenât immersed in the intricacies of it simply think that our children donât behave and that we should do something about it. Ha! I give them a day to try, well not really, because they would want to strangle Jeremiah, and it would consummately devastate him.
Many times people say to me, âAutistic people are SO smart.â I agree, they are smart, but we donât know if Jeremiah is a savant with a âspecial abilityâ thatâs unique to him and him alone, nor do we expect it. He used to put shapes in the shape sorter faster than any adult – or at least I would bet on Jeremiah if it were a race, but he no longer plays with the shape sorter. As Iâve said here before, Jeremiah is ALWAYS in flux. Part of this expectation (Autistic people are so smart) comes from a personâs experience with a child that was able to speak and communicate in some form. Jeremiah does not.
When people see Jeremiah, itâs not obvious at first that he has a different ability, unless of course heâs waving his hands in the air like he just donât care. If theyâre around him for any amount of time, they should pick up on the fact that heâs different, doesnât talk, doodles obsessively, stims (waving hands), and if itâs a bad sensory day, heâll hit his head compulsively or try to bang it on the nearest available person.
And example of how others are treating Jeremiah is when we took the kids to the fair last week, and one of the employees said to Jeremiah, âHey dude, high-five?â and held his hand up. I kindly said, âHe has Autism and doesnât talk.â Frankly, the guy seemed a little offended – okay, sorry he canât give you a high-five. He said, âHi,â and I said âHiâ for Jeremiah. The patrons standing behind us in line stared down at Jeremiah, no smiles. I donât mind staring IF the offender smiles. đ
Our daughter, Payton, said, âMom, those people are just staring at Jeremiah!â Payton has a very tender heart toward her brother, sheâs his little protector. You can read more about how their relationship here. Sweet Payton couldnât figure out why someone would stare at Jeremiah. I said, âIf theyâre smiling at him itâs okay.â She said, âThey werenât, they were just staring, like this,â then gave me an example. I said, âOkay, itâs not nice of people to stare, and if someone is ever rude to Jeremiah, you stand up for him.â
Unfortunately, the stares are going to worsen. Jeremiah is growing and itâs more unacceptable than it used to be that heâs riding a wagon through the Farmerâs Market, or that heâs waving his hands in the air, he isnât talking, his cry sounds like an infants, heâs screaming. Heâs standing out more and people are noticing, hence some of them are gawking.
When weâve had to explain to others that Jeremiah has Autism, weâve received several reactions. (Usually the explaining comes because someone says hi to him). Someone knows someone who has Autism, they offer advice, they stare, not really knowing what Autism is (how this happens really boggles my mind), smile and move away, uncomfortable.
While on vacation this summer, Jeremiah was swimming. A woman who floated by him said “Hi”. Justin said, âHe has Autism and canât talk.â The woman smiled and said, âOh,â and swam away. Hmmm. Autism isn’t contagious. Really.
Another instance came about when Payton was at the dentist recently and the hygienist asked if she has any brothers or sisters. Payton said, âI have a brother, he doesn’t like to play with me because he has Autism.â The hygienist replied, âOh, good.â Did she think Payton said, âI have a brother, heâs ARTisticâ?

Others responses to Jeremiahâs Autism have been flying in my face recently. Just the other day we were at my husbands High School reunion and we were asked, âWhy would you adopt a child who has Autism?â Wow, what do you say? There were several retorts I could have thrown, but I didnât feel like his question was directed in spite, so I told him why (the nice version). I honestly wish that others knew how awesome Jeremiah is, how very special he is, how I wouldnât want to live my life without him, how I canât imagine my life without him.
Hereâs a great post that explains why having a child with special needs is so awesome: 7 Reasons Why Having a Child with Special Needs Makes Life Better.
Our own family has had some interesting, sometimes unsatisfactory responses to our family. I can only imagine itâs because our family is so different, first we did foster care (we adopted both of our kids from foster care), and then Autism came into the picture. Because of these two major life altering scenarios, we do life differently. And so, weâve been left out of holiday get-togethers. Family living in the same town has left us out of these celebrations. We can only surmise that it has to do with our kids, and now primarily because of Autism. Forget about my feelings on the matter, believe me, they run deep, but it isnât fair to my children.
I have Autism, and the world treats me different. I have Autism, and my family treats me different.
The only thing thatâs going to make any difference is the Autism community kindly educating others on Autism. So, go out and educate. Go out and spread the smiles. Go out and share with the world how awesome your Autistic child is.
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